Well, Sunday is officially my last day at costco for the summer season, I am considering returning for the winter season... During school though, my focus is on my studies.
My birthday is tomorrow... I keep telling myself im super stoked about it.. But the truth is im not really... I don't know why, but I feel soo silly organizing and paying for my own birthday.. I mean I want to celebrate and do something awesome... But I would totally rather just have friends that are ok with just hanging out, and having our own fun.. Instead of needing a plan.. Just for people to even want to come, this whole thing needs to be organized so people can feel comfortable with a set agenda... I guess im scared of knowing that most of my friends are just around for the fun of it the majority of the time.. That's why I can't just leave it up to fate.. But screw the cake this year, I don't think im going to be buying one of those things.
Enough of that rant.. On a more positive note, My best male friend is coming home soon, and I am soo excited about that!! Im going to pick him up at the airport.. I think im just happy to have him back, i miss him.. I like his company, and talking to him. Enough of that topic also.
Now, for the finale!! School starts on wednesday. Why should I be stoked for that? Well that is quite simple, indeed.... I feel like all summer my brain has been relatively close to mush. I haven't learn much of anything (besides some arabic) and because of that I have this inner most urge to just dive into some books. The smart little quiet girl in me seems to be emerging more and more. I'm excited for some quality library time, and getting another year of school under my belt. Im not soo excited for the people... that novelty wore alot a long time ago. But I am in that stage of my life where i am yearning for some company from my books.
Yay for school starting again!!!
And super yay for my best friend coming back to canada!!!
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