Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Commitment.

This word strikes fear into many. And not just between people, for other things to. Committing to a job, schoolwork, a promise, a plan, even a blog. It is something that makes me wonder... why is there such a thing when no one can handle it? I mean, is there really someone who can commit themselves to anything and everything they try to??
Why does this frighten people so much?
I know I didn't keep committed to the blog because I have soo many other places to write my thoughts, that they have ended up everywhere... And who knows, maybe no one is reading it..
I brought out my writing book some months back, and converted to my old school ways of handwriting my thoughts on paper. I found it made me feel a lot better, but it just takes so much longer than typing.
There are many things that happen, that one can think about, but it is hard to decide if some of them are worth the brainpower.
Puzzling over others, I find has resulted in a waste of most of my time. I make friends, I lose friends... It's a never ending cycle. But some things I have been puzzling over are commitment, faith, truth, and interest. Like, why is it so hard to answer simple questions? Why are people afraid of the past? Why can't people live up to their word? If you make a plan, you keep it.. If you say you can and would like to hang out, then do it! It's a very simple concept in my head, but for some reason, most hold true to it.
Truth - Why are people afraid to say the truth? or hear it? ... I mean, it's spoken so highly of, and then noone follows through.. how does that even make sense??

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