I had a boyfriend for a couple years, his name was Zy. His picture is in one of my other blogs. Times with him were good, but not great. We ended and moved on quite well... though I tried to make myself believe I was in love with him, I wasn't. I had a few boyfriends since then, and one specifically sticks out in my mind.
He was sweet, funny, absent-minded, totally clueless, shy, and completely absorbed in his friends. I accepted all aspects of who he was, my mistake was making him feel like I didn't. He is constantly on my mind still, I get all dreamy when I look at him, and I can still picture spending a very long time with him. Fact is.. he wasn't ready to be with someone... I guess it would just be nice to find someone exactly like him but who wants to be with me...
I know it's never gunna happen.. And I know writing this was virtually pointless, but atleast it made me feel a bit better.
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