Life

Well lately life has been, kinda eventful.. for the most part anyways.
Kristi came into town for a day and a half, I spent all the time I could manage to with her! lol
Which was when i wasn't sleeping or working.
Boy I miss that girl so much, she is literally my second half.
She actually makes me feel good about myself, and gets me motivated.
So, that time was a blast of course.
Besides that, i'm done with school for the summer, which feels so darn good :D
I'm going to go see about another job one day soon here.
Haha, I got asked to join into a couple's relationship...
I guess to spicen things up, make it into a triangle, not a couple...
But I don't think I could do that, I like having someone to myself, so I said no.
I've been thinking lately, which is what I do.. and It's usually not a good thing lol
Like, I know I can sleep with people, it's not that hard, and I like my sex..
And I know being capable of getting people in bed should make me feel good...
But it doesn't ... I like being told i'm pretty by one person...
When it feels like they mean it, not just trying to make me feel good.
So... I think I want a guy... for me.. i still don't like the whole bf/gf labelling thing
but I want someone who justs wants me to be with them, and who just wants to be with me.
That in itself would make me feel good. Knowing someone wants me all to themself..
and to think about it, even if he just wanted me to be his, and still have other girls...
I really wouldn't care.. I know that sounds weird.. But hey, I am weird lol
I just think the whole trust/truth thing should be there still
Not having to hide anything, being open about shit.
I love it when someone doesn't feel like they need to hide shit from me.
Like.. what's the point?
Eh, I think i'm done rambling for the night.

Fucking people
making things all difficult
Confusing me to bits
Why can't anyone be straight up
Sheesh. The truth is useless if no one uses it
So, one amazing thing... The only amazing thing
My girl is coming back to town, Tomorrow!!!
Only for a day, but atleast I get to see her :D
We have soo much to talk about.
I have decided a few things for the summer.
One is to work full time.. let's see if it happens.
haha, another guys are dumb, and kinda conceited.
All about you, I don't think so.
If all I wanted was him then why would I be glad
if he found a possible girlfriend.
Oh my, what a joke.
It's not like I need him or anything.
He's just a friend. like geez. lol
Some people, are so silly.