Empty

Sleepless nights and constant worries
Things are going by in such a hurry
I'm lost to the world around me
Digging my own grave
I can't make sense of these things
In which I've come to hate
Trust, minimal to me right now
Lust, gone to my touch
Love, lost in my heart
Tears, streaming down my face
I think I'm lost to this world around me
But does it even matter anymore....

Creativity

I say, do creative people get inspired by anything and everything all the time? Is it that easy? I thought i was creative until i had soo much being expected of me...now i can't think. It's not good. I don't feel like im creative anymore...My writing teacher expects me to come up with a new peace of creative writing everyday...im sorry i dont work well under pressure...Is that bad? Oh man im really not feeling too great lately... Inspiration minimal on the things that matter most...

OH OH I forgot!!

Ok...for anyone who cares, or anyone who wants to know me and a little more of who I am, go to my website... http://mydarkangelforever.piczo.com or my msn space... http://spaces.msn.com/members/blue-eye666/PersonalSpace.aspx?owner=1 and i think that is all anyone would want to see :P:P ok ok just kidding just kidding...anyways ttyl bye bye for now!!

Some recent pictures of mwuah

Ok so this is me!! lol ... I can't find any recent pictures of my mom or my brother on the computer but I will try to get that done ASAP!! The one of me sitting in a tree was taken at McArthur park here, by my best friend Aaron. The reddish picture is me and my boyfriend Zy. And don't worry Koren, I finished a letter and i'm getting mom to send it ASAP. lol...ttyl Luvz

Urg!!!

Well, frustration has hit!! The stupid learner's test for my license was ridiculous!! Why are they telling me what i should say to people when they are speeding? can't I use my own words? Like come on... and could a gust of wind seriously blow a motorcyclist into my lane? I mean come on, that test was sooo....irritating. Uggh...Then I go to a bookstore to get credit for the books i don't need and they won't take them because they have to many...Well i'm sorry geez...that's not my fault...Anyways, I'm just being too picky right now so oh well...