My Narrative Poem

Staring eyes watch my every move
Because of this I don't know what to prove
She is trembling on the damp cold floor
Cowering like a stupid cheap whore
Hiding alone in the dark dark abyss
Nothing is left now, except for my kiss
Which is what I can tenderly embrace
As my scraggly hair entraps my face
My dark dark meaningless and watchful eyes
Stare at her regretfully as she lies
And in the far corner of the room
I beat her with a broken broom
Now as I walk away to the next exit
I promise myself I won't forget it
All the lies, deceit, and harsh betrayal
Things that all helped cause her look so frail.

By- Crystal Hunt

---> Yes, I know it sounds sick (my mom said it does) but this was hard to write and i'm proud of how it turned out...Its meant to sound like i am a male and this is me talking...but i am very much female, i just needed to do it from someone else's point of view. Which is hard to do...anyways...enjoy..lol

Empty

Sleepless nights and constant worries
Things are going by in such a hurry
I'm lost to the world around me
Digging my own grave
I can't make sense of these things
In which I've come to hate
Trust, minimal to me right now
Lust, gone to my touch
Love, lost in my heart
Tears, streaming down my face
I think I'm lost to this world around me
But does it even matter anymore....

Creativity

I say, do creative people get inspired by anything and everything all the time? Is it that easy? I thought i was creative until i had soo much being expected of me...now i can't think. It's not good. I don't feel like im creative anymore...My writing teacher expects me to come up with a new peace of creative writing everyday...im sorry i dont work well under pressure...Is that bad? Oh man im really not feeling too great lately... Inspiration minimal on the things that matter most...

OH OH I forgot!!

Ok...for anyone who cares, or anyone who wants to know me and a little more of who I am, go to my website... http://mydarkangelforever.piczo.com or my msn space... http://spaces.msn.com/members/blue-eye666/PersonalSpace.aspx?owner=1 and i think that is all anyone would want to see :P:P ok ok just kidding just kidding...anyways ttyl bye bye for now!!

Some recent pictures of mwuah

Ok so this is me!! lol ... I can't find any recent pictures of my mom or my brother on the computer but I will try to get that done ASAP!! The one of me sitting in a tree was taken at McArthur park here, by my best friend Aaron. The reddish picture is me and my boyfriend Zy. And don't worry Koren, I finished a letter and i'm getting mom to send it ASAP. lol...ttyl Luvz

Urg!!!

Well, frustration has hit!! The stupid learner's test for my license was ridiculous!! Why are they telling me what i should say to people when they are speeding? can't I use my own words? Like come on... and could a gust of wind seriously blow a motorcyclist into my lane? I mean come on, that test was sooo....irritating. Uggh...Then I go to a bookstore to get credit for the books i don't need and they won't take them because they have to many...Well i'm sorry geez...that's not my fault...Anyways, I'm just being too picky right now so oh well...

Fairies

Peaceful
Silent
Joyful
Mysterious
Beautiful
All that I feel right now...

Randomness

Well, it's almost Halloween now, i am soo excited!! Last night i worked at a haunted house and i got to scare ppl!! it was fun lol... anyways...thinking of something to do and i just decided i should write in my blogs...and i will have way more fun with this when the pics actually cooperate with me lol ... I am so relieved that the teacher strike is been over for a week now. I have had time to work on the cover for our school yearbook, it looks totally wicked!! I am stoked to see it all finished. Well I have had a long day...but i will try to write tomorrow...maybe i will write a story i wrote for writing class lol...

Boredom Has Set!!

Wow man alive!! I can not believe this!! today things have begun to settle in... I am completely bored right now. I have no homework and sadly enough I wish I did! Teachers are on strike, sure I support their cause, but I would love to be doing something meaningful with my time. I am sow disappointed in the government for being so damn stupid. Cut the teachers a friggin deal! I mean come on. They soo deserve what they are asking for. Day after day at work they have to put up with all sorts of snobby, PMSing, loud, obnoxious teenagers. Ok, so elementary school teachers are on strike to...But personally I would love to be an elementary school teacher! Kids are just too cute...and then they grow up.
Anyways, back on track. Teachers really do need their contracts back with way better pay!! I encourage them to keep doing what they feel is right. Like my teacher Mrs.Nelson said "What kind of a role model would a teacher be if they couldn't do what they thought was right?"
I see her out there with that sign everyday and I just have to wave and smile!
Though personally, I would really, truly, rather be in the classroom, rather than sleeping, or reading away my day! LOL....I am so scared now, since I am the Yearbook Editor this year, when we get back in school, we have some major catching up to do...and if we don't finish the cover by the end of the month...ahh....she's going with the default (first pick) and man alive! was it bad :(

So I guess what I'm saying is...I hope the rest of the teens are having fun out there...But I miss school and seeing my friends everyday...Well catch yah later!!